Really How Hard - MISS

So I went on a date last week with Little Friend or sometimes I call her MISS. I called her Little Friend more because I had to. So we will stick with MISS. This was an interesting turn of events. I've known her for a really long time. What is interesting about her is she is extremely beautiful, she's got great hair and she is easy to talk to. Here's the bad part. I am number eight or nine on the list. So is it fair to want to be first on the list right away? My answer is yes. I am not asking her to do anything I'm not willing to do myself. And I am willing to put her first on the list. So does this mean I am being unreasonable or have I just selected someone that's unavailable once again? Why do I keep doing this? Really how hard can it be to find someone that will put me first?