I was looking over some of my text messages. I found this one that MISS sent me on Christmas Day. "And they keep insisting that if I really do care for you, to let you go.. I don't want to." Then later in some other text messages her family is telling her that if she really loves and cares about me then to let me go. That makes absolutely no sense what so ever.
MISS ask yourself this question. Where and what are those family members doing now? I will tell you. They are busy living and enjoying their own lives.
Actually in one respect your family was 100% right. By leaving me alone I figured out sooner rather than later I needed to move along.
We haven't really talked since December 15. You never solve relationship problems looking outside the relationship you always solve relationship problems looking within the relationship. In other words you and I both are guilty of talking to everyone else but each other. Don't you think it's time that we actually talked to each other face-to-face? If nothing else do I at least deserve that?
Based on your actions the answer would be NO. If you really wanted to see me, talk to me you would find a way to get here. The sad thing is even if someone provided you with a airline ticket or even a bus ticket and took away every financial excuse you still would not come. I'm not even worth that to you. Just like Littleone and The M- Word.
Remember I used to tell you that you're so scared of your family but in actuality it's a completely false sense of fear. Remember Christmas Day one of the last things I asked you was do you trust me? You said yes. You can easily say that you don't trust me because of some of the choices I made the last few weeks. The fact of the matter is you don't know why I made those choices because you haven't talk to me. Remember I would tell you that I may do things that don't make any sense at the time but you have to trust me. You agreed.
You and I know the truth. Do whatever you want to do. You do anyway. I asked you the last time I saw you not to do anything that would make this non-repairable. I haven't heard anything from you in weeks. Tell your family - It Worked. I hope you find someone that truly adores you. Someone that will treat you special and respectful. I wish you well. MISS I am done.