In the course of The Disaster fiasco I have been able to interact with some people I did not know before. Following is something that I wrote to what we will call a mutual acquaintance.
It's kind of strange. I don't know you at all but in some ways I feel like I know you well. As I told you, I've never been married and do not have any children. I have never cheated on a girlfriend. The biggest reason why is because of the way I would feel about myself. I was in a long-term relationship for about three years. On July 4, 2006, I found out that she had been cheating on me since day one. We did everything together. It may sound silly but ever since that day I feel like I have not been the same person. It literally shook me to my core.
I am in my 30's. It's very difficult to find someone in my age bracket who doesn't have a ton of baggage. I've known The Disaster for a few years. It's like she knew all the right things to say. She had cultivated our friendship over the past few years and I feel like she exploited my weaknesses. I really thought she was different for some reason. This whole thing has brought up some horrible memories for me. I just thought I had trust issues before. This takes them to a whole new level. I can sort of identify with living in the oblivious bubble. Sometimes I wish I could just go back inside the bubble. But looking back I knew something wasn't right all along I just never knew what it was.
In the next post I will let you read her response. Part 2 coming soon.......
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