Today was a pretty normal day. I am really trying to embrace the mindful philosophy. It is not as easy as I thought it would be. All good things must be worked for, I guess? Moving on, Johnny and I are still getting along fairly well. This little experiment has already helped me see and identify a lot of the mistakes that I have been making in our relationship. Looking back, I can see why Johnny feels the way he feels and I don't blame him. I am grateful that I am already gaining something from this project and I hope to continue to learn many more things. Like I always say there is ALWAYS room for improvement and along with that goes the saying you are always better than someone else and someone else is always better than you in one aspect or another. To be honest, I don't know if that is a saying but I'm making it one if it's not :)