Seems like here we go again. When I had enough evidence to confront Dear with all of the lying and the trials was June 6, 2014. Here we are in the middle of April 2015 and I would think or at least hope we would be so much farther along than we are. In fact, I hate to say this but I think we're worse off now then we were last June. Is the trial and cheating that hard to get over? Are my expectations just too high? The main things that have hurt me the most have been done after the major crimes so to speak were committed? When does she just say I'm sorry, I want to make it up to you, I'll do whatever it takes and then actually do whatever it takes? I haven't felt this emotionally abused since I was a child.