Better Off

You know I've been doing a lot of thinking. I think dear and my parents and numerous other people would be so much better off if I just didn't exist. No I'm not suicidal or anything like that I'm just looking at it from a pure factual standpoint. I just simply feel that I am a large burden for my dad. I also feel my ex-girlfriends would've benefited so much had I never came into their life. Especially Dear. That's just the thought of the day