Mother, Dear, And....

I have a friend that lost her mother about one year ago. Then her dad committed suicide and basically left a note saying that he could not live without his wife and due to some health issues he did not want to be a burden to his daughter. We're going to call my friend Susie. Susie is an only child like myself but there are two main differences.  One, she was very close to her parents and twp. she is married and has a child. When all this happened to Susie it really made me think about what I'm going to do and how I'm going to feel when I lose my parents. I am an only child and I have chosen not to get married or have any children and I feel very alone. I think it is things like this that make me so frustrated and sad that Dear completely wasted three years of my life. To me it would be much different if things would've just not worked out but to lie to someone so severely for your own benefit is nasty.

I was once close with one of my aunts but no longer. Things were so abusive when I was growing up I even lived with her part of the time. We always got along and I'm so thankful that she was in my life. About a year ago I hadn't seen her in a long time. Wow,  were her recollections and memories different than mine. She was very discontent and angry with me overall. I really don't even know why?..........

Part 2 SOON