Re-read this. For real, re-read the whole thing. CLICK HERE
Dear and I used to have so much fun. Was this girl ever real? Where is this girl? CLICK HERE
Was she ever happy with me? Is she happy now? CLICK HERE
In her own words - literally CLICK HERE
If dear had gotten better I would be the first person she would want to tell and I would be so proud of her. I don't even know the person that talks like this "I can't believe you wasted my sexual peeing on you!" Yes that's a direct quote from her. I was so hoping she would turn things around.
People who have nothing to hide hide nothing, in her new life she is hiding everything. When we broke up before she opened a new Facebook and twitter account and they were all open, not now everything is tightly locked down. If she had made the proper changes in her life and was leading a happy successful life I would think she would want everyone to see that, I certainly would. And the funny thing about locking everything down like that, it only locks it down from the general public anybody that really wants to see it can.
I remember one time when we were broken up she texted me and the middle of a night. At least then I thought she really loved me, now her silence speaks volumes. I was just another guy to her. She was really special to me. I think I've been in so much pain for so long that I've lashed out and that looks like revenge. I assure you that it's just pain but I do not expect you to understand, there's only one person that would understand and that person is dear. She knows me better then anyone else and she understands me. At the same time that is what makes it so hurtful is she knows that I am in a lot of pain and she chooses to do nothing. To me the whole thing is really really sad. She was really really special to me. I would have never given up on her. But I was nothing to her, I just wasn't worth putting any effort into. She gave up on me and us. I just have to keep remembering that she really didn't want me from day one literally. The first night she spent with me she got the next morning to go be with a different guy. I wonder if she's happy now? I wonder if she's found someone that she has good sexual chemistry with like she did with me? At least we did have that. I wonder if she has found someone that she can have fun with? I wonder if she has found someone that truly loves her? I wonder what ethnic background the person she is with his from? I wonder if she ever truly misses Mattie and Pacey? I wonder if the person that she's with takes her to the type of hotels that lets her order a jug of water from room service?
I used to think that Maria Ochoa From San Angelo was so beautiful. I am not sure what happened. Maybe nothing happened and beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
She used to be in to fashion and running and now it looks like she's into archery and dressing more comfortably we could say? I think we could all agree that she doesn't look as happy in the "After Screwing Johnny Over" shots as she does in the "Dating Johnny" shots. Too bad this new lifestyle doesn't agree with her. Maybe the grass wasn't greener on the other side after all? I still think it's sad that two people can share absolutely everything together and be extremely intimate with each other for three years and then overnight, nothing. I just don't understand it? How could she literally have nothing to say to me? Unless everything really was fake and she really was conning me the entire time?
Maria Ochoa from San Angelo, Texas may be too busy with her new friends which I hear are dedicated to re-creating the middle ages here in the modern-day with something called Barony of Bonwicke. I also hear that one of her friends is even a web minister, wow sounds really advanced. On top of all of this she's got all of her new friends at time clock plus in San Angelo Texas.
I guess the sweet, caring, smart, beautiful, and sexy Maria Ochoa that I knew is long gone never to return. She literally doesn't even look like the same person that I knew. I told her this what would happen, I also told her that I believed in her and all of this didn't have to happen. It's a damn shame. She could've really changed her legacy.